With an upcoming project, life's starting to get crazily hectic all over again. work in the day and rehearsals at night. By work i mean, shuttling to other camps doing countless corp of drums, and numerous inane parade rehearsals.Waking up at 6 in the morning, finish work at 530 and rushing for rehearsal at 7, which ends at 1030. Repeat cycle the next morning.

Had some how managed to secure 2 off days from work today and tomorrow due to the need for some TLC for myself, making for a long week end this week.

Slept in today, made myself some breakfast, fiddled around with the piano, read up abit on SATs; nothing beats some alone time for bodily recuperation. Hope to swim later in the afternoon, if the rain stops. And then off to rehearsal at night :)

Only downside is the irritating construction going on below my block, no idea why i seem to having construction going on all year round.

Transcribing Collin Raye's "Love me" onto piano now. Love that song. :)

right here waiting

I want you to be able
to tell me anything,
to share your joy or feel your sorrow.

I want to be with you
to accompany you
whenever you feel lonely

I want to hold you when you're sad,
to whisper into your ear,
that everything will be okay.

I want to give you a shoulder to lean upon,
when you need it the most,
to support you the way i should


I want to tell you I love you,
so many times so,
but i dare not.

Eclectic Enigmas

a small talk with my friend at the busstop waiting for our bus home made me come across a little revelation of myself. Over the years, I have found myself drawn to people for no apparent reason, at least then, as I just could not fathom why. I mean, I have friends whom I know I share common interests with, friends whom I know we can relate to one another, and then there are those that I have no idea why I felt a need to know them; to understand them.

I seem to be drawn to people who intrigue; enigmas of some sort, where there is just that something about them that we never seem to know, That magnetism (don't get me wrong, i'm not psycho, i just cant find a milder term) draws me so much that i often stop and wonder at times: why do I even want to know?

That aside, SATs are days away, a couple of days short of a month and I havent really felt this motivation to study for it ever since my Alevels which seem light years away.

I really miss this, working hard for a final purpose. It's been awhile.