a small talk with my friend at the busstop waiting for our bus home made me come across a little revelation of myself. Over the years, I have found myself drawn to people for no apparent reason, at least then, as I just could not fathom why. I mean, I have friends whom I know I share common interests with, friends whom I know we can relate to one another, and then there are those that I have no idea why I felt a need to know them; to understand them.
I seem to be drawn to people who intrigue; enigmas of some sort, where there is just that something about them that we never seem to know, That magnetism (don't get me wrong, i'm not psycho, i just cant find a milder term) draws me so much that i often stop and wonder at times: why do I even want to know?
That aside, SATs are days away, a couple of days short of a month and I havent really felt this motivation to study for it ever since my Alevels which seem light years away.
I really miss this, working hard for a final purpose. It's been awhile.
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